being a negative piece of shit lmaooo - 20/11/2024

im honestly kinda nervous about sunday’s release for stupid reasons.

i actually very happy with existing in this state of uncertainty when it comes to him. like im nervous that hoyoverse is going to fuck up with executing his story properly in terms of what has already been shown of him. like you know what id rather not know! i should really stop being so worried like its their story no way theyre gonna do it bad right? RIGHT?????? also i dont like people perceiving him which is like…lol??? lmao even??? i feel like hes a celebrity and im his body guard like no you cant actually see him unless i approve of you. its sooo stupid like ur not real why am i being so dramatic this is so cringe but on the other hand im allowed to be cringe this is my husband love of my life im allowed to be upset. but its not only the like casual players that just ugh you wouldnt get him!! but its like these little roaches that think that theyre fans.

there is a certain type of sunday “fan” that i have so much distain for. i cannot physically bring myself to respect them or what they stand for. they bastardise his story and everything he represents and values. they follow their own fucking narrative and ignore literally everything in the actual story that disproves their fucking vile creations. i feel utterly disgusted that i have to exist in a space with them. im not naming them by their actual title because just saying it or thinking about makes me feel so so ill. i dont care what they use to justify their actions, it doesnt help at all. theyre hypocrites, i hate them. i dont want sunday to come out knowing that these “people” are going to pull for him and have him on their accounts.

back in the earlier genshin days, i always caught myself laughing at xiao fans who would be gatekeeping him…but now i understand them fully now. like oo im being such a bitch about this but like they gross me out and quite literally exist off the basis of misinformation…so like i have the being a bitch pass on this thank yoouuuuu.

whatevs i hope their accounts get banned or smth. stan loona, its what sunday would’ve wanted.


short galladay analysis - 21/10/2024

The biggest factor thats just physically preventing me from enjoying any ship dynamic outside of galladay (unless its galladayvoidwelt) is both of their relations to hanunue and mikhail. first of all i want to link this video essay that recounts the story of penacony/what happened in the film making event as insight to hanunue and mikhails relationship. these two are explicitly gay characters who were in a relationship, quite literally at one point stating “hanuclockie, do not seperate, do not reverse”. but i couldnt help but notice during the entirety of penacony’s arc how similar hanuclockie and galladay are? im not the best at theorising and putting stuff into words but ill try my best to explain myself.

Both hanunue and gallagher are represented by canine imagery, hounds and wolves, as well as both being bloodhound family members.
Both sunday and mikhail had ambitious plans for penacony, being seen in leading positions and executing grand plans.
Both hanunue and gallagher disappeared/”died” in some way that being way too soon and also as a supposed “sacrifice”.
Hanunue visits mikhail in a dream, supposedly comforting him and watching over him. I personally think this is similar to gallaghers dog statue being found in sunday’s mansion and stating “A noteless Hound roams the grand mansion, scanning its surroundings. Soon it realizes your presence before vanishing into the shadows under the eaves. Even if it’s imaginary, it is an unshakable loyalty.” Both had loyal dogs who watched over in some way, whether it was closely and mysterously or while stealing the personality of a penacony citizen and acting as a security guard.
After inviting the astral express to the new festival he spoke to gallagher about, he dreams about going back to the express, boarding it, and sharing his stories with everyone… this dream sadly doesnt get fulfilled and he passes away. however this dream continues on through sunday. as we know, sunday is set to join the astral express therefore being the one after the festival to board and reshape and heal is life. this further connects him to mikhail. one starts the journey, and the other continues it.
And if all else fails, gallagher confirms it himself. “Yeah, not just those Nameless, even Mr Wings is just like you… Stubborn, won’t listen or give up, no matter what… Well, fate is unpredictable, I guess. If we werent bound by those cursed Paths, maybe we could’ve had some good talks.”

I cant even do the funny “haha look at me im talking in the brackets” for this (lol hi) cause this line genuinely made me sob while i was playing the story... like its so deeply heartfelt and no one fucking got it?? im sorry “If we werent bound by those cursed paths, maybe we could’ve had some good talks.” that was straight up a punch to the gut... they couldve had it all… they couldve explored the cosmos together… but again as said by gallagher himself “The whole thing is just fate playing a cruel joke on us.”

These four have such a rich and intertwined history together. Im quite literally like crying again as im typing this just because im remembering it. They are very obviously queer as well. As stated earlier it was confirmed that hanunue and mikhail were both in a gay relationship, because of their parallels to their two “predecessors” this would make gallagher and sunday gay as well through coding and implications and i cherish this very dearly.

Unfortunately i dont have too much trust in hoyoverse to continue the storyline between gallagher and sunday and their individual stories themselves. With the success of ZZZ and the downgrade of Genshin (in my opinion at least), im always petrified at the idea that hsr may devolve into obvious gooner bait or really shit story telling. We already have that with jade and the random cut off near the last time we were in penacony. All i can do is pray that they can keep going forward with their honestly really good queer story telling in their honkai series. I hope gallagher and sunday find each other again someday.

I leave you with a final statement: “Your old dreams are dead soil, barren hope and bereft, Yet how can a noble soul wither and fade, left adrift? I shall await your arrival, with open arms and boundless hope, Here lies the truest dreams, where infinite possibilities lope. Here, all your ambitions shall be fulfilled and set aflame, The past forever transformed and nevermore.”

To the imperfect tomorrow.


answering sunday fan question - 08/10/2024

hiiiiii happy sunday (its tuesday) sundays drip marketing came out today so i wanna answer these questions ^^

1. yeahhh baby been here since day one

2. astral express sunday defo! i think it fits him very well (the sh shippers got kinda annoying too so…lol)

3. allllll of them, theres videos on YouTube that are literally just him speaking and oooooh i can listen to those all day, i use them as background music while im like getting stuff done like Spotify whooo?? exactly!!

4. gay, his hair and wings are fluffier and wavier than his in game models, white freckles, he gets cold easily so his casual outfits consists of baggier clothes (sweaters, cardigans, etc.) in more neutral shades, he picks at his feathers cause of stress, he does his skincare yk hes a skincare girly he probably has like those popular korean toners, he is a fan of loona and his bias is gowon i can imagine him having a stan account for them, he does nail care as well i can see him wearing those like tinted jelly polishes to make him look more tidy, he has long bottom lashes or like long lashes in general he probably uses a lash serum. (im probably forgetting some things tbh.)

5. GALLADAY RAHHHHHHHH GALLALADAYYYYYYY RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH gALLADAY THEYRE MARRIED THEYRE THE ONLY ONES FOR EACHOTHER (i also do enjoy mixing galladay with voidwelt lolol)

6. honestly sundays philosophy, its escapism but i kinda need that rn man that’s like so fun EVERYDAY IS A REST DAY.

7. as of october 8th I have 76, i am slow as shit when it comes to farming and i had to like lose around 80 because i wanted jiaoqiu (you dont know how desperate i am for supports), im going to lock in during 2.6. unrealistically, i do want E6S5 but im mainly aiming for E2S1. im praying the gacha gods can shine their light on me just this once.

8. im gonna be completely honest, half nay, I DONT NEED MORE IMAGINARY CHARACTERS, I HAVE SO MANY, PLEASE, GIVE ME ANOTHER ELEMENT, IM DYING OUT HERE. Im happy hes a harmony though again I am starved of supports, i was so scared he was going to be an erudition, I also have so many of those AND I HATE BUILDING THEM.

9. YESSSSSSS I DOOOOOO, I take him everywhere and treasure him dearly, sometimes i just have him in my hand while im working and i pat his head, hes really soft, im planning to get some accessories for him as well i just dont know where to find them because im stupiddd.

10. literally just the nui, im planning to get a bunch of fanmade merch at the next convention I go to though, ill make sure to show it on the image board!

11. ourghghghghh everything tbh,, every time i learn something new about him i feel my love for him increase. hes such a complex character with a heart shattering story, his design is also perfect genuinely one of the prettiest characters from the game. theres so much to explore through him, i usually dont explore through lore past watching and reading other peoples analysis’ and sharing my opinions about it but because of him ive like gone out of my way to research things I would’ve never known about. hes truely a learning experience like look how much i can focus when its something im actually interested in…if only i put this much effort into my education woooooppsssss…this counts as educational right… man i would slay a hsr class.

12. im gonna be honest (please don’t kill me), sorta??? yes i do really really like his redesign however i wanted him to look more like elegy from apocalyptic shadow, more dark i guess? im just so sick and tired of the copy and paste trench coat and pants design that honkai does for like all their male characters.. also the new designs neckline is kinda wacko everytime ive tried to draw it my brain just shut off. but sunday looks amazing in everything so...

13. mmmmmm i bet he smells good- sorry ill calm down. like pastries and desserts to be honest because we know he has a sweet tooth.

14. i unfortunately did not but i do support this cult, idk how to do hearts in html just pretend one is here please.

15. @Laruzen @KuropatkaN @galladaze THESE 3 ARE THE GOATS!!! theyre all galladay artists because owwieee ive lost so much trust in “solo” Sunday artists…like…its a gamble with TOOOOO much of a risk…ifykyk


defending my canceled wife - 07/10/2024

i want to expand upon this tweet i found. this isnt hate to op.

yeah, they’re right… but that doesnt give people an excuse to label him as some sort of predator.

its an extremely surface level way to analyse him to immediately just label him as automatically as a predator. as people in the replies and quotes are saying, he is definitely not one dimensional, far from it actually. people either go “oh hes an angel who can do no wrong” or “he preys on people and is the reincarnation of evil”. to both parties, did we play the same game? he is a product of his environment and experiences as everyone is, the game went in depth into that very well both above and below the surface. he is a victim but victims arent perfect. he is mentally ill but mentally ill people don’t always have to be coddled and put into echo chambers of yes men. he has good intentions but impact outweighs intentions. yes obviously he gets a power trip when dealing with the people he sees as threat to his ideologies, why do you think he was so on edge when being finally confronted by Gallagher? he was being challenged by someone who he couldn’t control.

it just baffles me that people see sunday so one dimensionally to the point where the goodness in his heart and the depth of emotions that he has automatically get mischaracterised as predatory behavior. robin is his last surviving family member, there is a lot of sentimental value to relationships people have between their family members. he has slowly been showing his ideologies to her as they grow up but he still kept her away from the order until the quest. he panicked immediately when he found out that she had been shot and has put a lot of effort into keeping her safe. even with her strength, he views her as weaker than him and what is the core message of sundays ideology? protecting the weak and keeping everyone happy. but people dont look into this stuff and on the surface just see him being obsessive about making sure shes ok which then deludes people who smell to think “oh he obviously taps that” hhhuuuuhhhhhhhhhh????? are you fucking illiterate? did you cover your ears like a kid and when the world meant nothing you went la la la ??????? (please tell me someone got the reference). I ask again, did we play the same fucking game????

its shocking like people can’t understand to the point where they think hes some shitty one dimensional anime trope just because he (god forbid) shows platonic love to a sister?? i understand some people just enjoy that kinda thing (i can’t say the name it grosses me out lmao sorryyyy) and like…okkaayyyy???? keep it in your own space but dont be surprised when people find that shit gross dumbass, not everything’s about you, get over yourself. what im upset about is the stupid people start that saying spewing nonsense like “he definitely likes her in that way its obvious in the story!” (sorry im not using the exact words they make me like physically ill) excuse me? bitch where? no seriously point to where it says that and where you can read into it in that way? dont walk around claiming shit that didnt happen in the story, i can see the smell lines coming off you. if anything, wouldnt it be more applicable to say hes actively afraid of hurting her in that way?? or you know, in any sort of fucking way??? you claiming that hes actively seeking out such vile behavior quite literally negates his goal (that has been drilled into our minds relentlessly at this point) of “protecting the weak and keeping everyone happy”. none of your arguments make any sort of sense, they all contradict each other. like if yall wanna be nasty, be nasty (not in front of me tho) but don’t spread misinfo to justify that bullshit in your head, you are setting society miles back in reading comprehension skills.

Unrelated to my previous statements: A lot of the people in this thread are also relating his sadism (specifically in the scene with aventurine) to a sexual desire which… ok but sadism isn’t always sexual? like sure whatever, kinks can develop from trauma but thats not the only way to deal with trauma or the only way that trauma can show within someone. automatically going “haha freaky” when you hear that could be mischaracterisation but i understand people could just be head cannoning this stuff. It could be sexual, but it also cannot be at the same time… schrödinger's sadism if you will. As we are seeing in the story and based off story leaks, hes becoming a nameless, going on and exploring things himself, healing from his past traumas, for all we know, he could be trying to become less sadistic and less controlled by his past. Personally, i think thats the best bet. I am excited to see him heal...

he’s such a beautifully written character with an absolutely gut wrenching upbringing and it’s one of the many reasons he became a favourite of mine. hes not a bad person nor a good person, hes a secret 3rd thing (lol). i feel like hes a sort of intelligence test for hsr fans cause like reading peoples takes on him i just nod and go “i know exactly what kind of person you are”. sometimes i think to myself that im too passionate about this fictional character, but then i remember that im allowed to feel this way and im not as insufferable as the absolute losers that say shit like “erm it’s just fiction get over it!” like wow I may be cringe but im not THAT cringe. those types of people only say that shit only when its in defence of something fucking awful, it’s wild how bigoted people can get like… girl didn’t YOU say it was just fiction? something smells… anyway, it’s incredibly unfortunate that he is a character from a gacha game, like such a good story wasted by being exposed to literally the worst people ever (im exaggerating obviously but like…come on) but like...what can you do?

sunday will never be the one dimensional and disgusting anime trope these people want him to be.